What the?

http://www.wftv.com/video/18533348/index.html

I came across this video today. And it makes me SICK. What was going through this woman's head? That was her flesh and blood. This was her child, that she carried for nine months, and was raising. I look at Hayden and just the thought of her falling down and hurting herself makes me sick to my stomach. I couldn't imagine if someone else was to do something. I cannot fathom the idea of causing her harm myself. If someone else brought harm to the little girl that runs my world...I don't know how sane I would be in that situation...so let's not discuss it. This story makes so many parts of me just sick, it makes my heart ache and it makes me angry. If you cannot handle your child, maybe you should have thought about that BEFORE you got pregnant for starters, and next, there are so many people out there who would jump at an opportunity to provide that child with a healthy love and nurturing that they deserved! I will not be following this story, but in my opinion, and I hate to say this, there is not a forgiving bone in my body for someone who can harm a child like this...this woman should rot and never have an opportunity to give another child life again. It appears she cannot handle it. I don't know what else to say.

Tiny miracle

There are some days where you wonder what you are doing and how you got here. Days where you think you made a mistake along the way. Then that 'mistake' smiles up at you and you remember why you do it everyday. That little person that relies on you for everything they have. That little girl with water soaking the front of her shirt. That little girl that is hiding under the kitchen table going for her third poop of the day. How could you ever forget? She is perfect in every way, happy all the time, and one of the biggest cuddle bugs on the face of the planet! There is the fact that she doesn't sleep in her own bed. But that will change soon enough. Just sit and watch her play with her dog, or play with her walker (don't put her in it, she doesn't like that, just let her walk it around), watch her pull all the toys out of the toy basket and play with each and every one for about two seconds before discarding it on the floor somewhere in the house. Just let her smile at you and you will never regret or forget why you do it everyday, all day.